Birthday Update

So Friday , June 1, was my birthday. I haven't been excited about my birthday in a while. This one was no different. I couldn't help but think that this was the second birthday that passed me and still no pregnancy or baby. So much for my new sense of encouragement. I was so sure I was over these feelings of sadness. Now I'm definitely not at the worse point that I've been during this journey but I'm definitely not at my best either. I was just so sure that my new attitude and outlook would last until the day it finally happens for me. This is a process and it's been a roller coaster ride. I'm grateful to see another year. I'm grateful for the many things I've been blessed with up to this point. But if I had one wish.... Although, I wasn't excited about the day, I ended up having a really fun day with my hubby. I love that man! We started our day with a couples massage. He had me rolling! It was his first massage so he didn't know how to act. Later on, we went to WonderWorks since I have never been. It was actually really fun. I made a time capsule that will be emailed to me next year. It will be interesting to see how different my life will be then. Then we ended the night eating dinner at Texas de Brazil. It was good food. We left out of there feeling like gluttons! I wanted to come on here because I haven't written in a while. That and it's two in the morning and I can't fall asleep. This night shift got me messed up. Maybe this will inspire to write more since I haven't really felt like it lately. Until next time...